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| 12:37am 17/10/2006 |
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mood:  blank music: less than you think
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i met someone yesterday
they had blood in their eyes
i said
“hey, you”
and they just looked at me,
and wept blood.
i laughed a little,
thought of you.
you have this quirky laugh
the kind that
fills up a room
and
brings a big smile
to mine,
and everyone else’s face.
there’s warmth in your smile
and
in your
laugh.
well,
what i’m trying to say is that
i always find myself
writing
about you.
i wish I could describe reality
well enough to portray what i
feel.
but I can do no justice
to a creation
that is so perfect.
i am no art critic,
michelangelo?
loved his work.
but you,
you are the greatest sculpture of all,
and I could not give
a fair critique
because I am biased,
you are too beautiful to stay
in this museum of-a-city,
so go.
go make something of yourself,
you’re beautiful.
did I ever tell you that?
and as I stare
at this
thing
with blood in their eyes.
i laugh a little to myself,
and I wished you were beside me,
to laugh with me too.
i really love that quirky little laugh,
and how it stretches across your face,
across time,
infinitely,
and
in moments like that,
there isn’t anything
that isn’t
beautiful |
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| 02:28pm 10/05/2006 |
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mood:  tired music: NYPD blue in the background
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Open iTunes and fill out this survey, no matter how embarassing the responses might be.
How many songs: 2120
Sort by song title:
First Song: 'Round Midnight by Charlie Parker
Last Song: Zurezat by Bireli Lagrene and Sylvain Luc
Sort by time:
Shortest Song: 0:10 This is Stupid by The Bloodhound Gang
Longest Song: 23:04 Whipping Post by the Allman Brothers Band
Sort by album:
First album: ...And Justice for All by Metallica
Last album: You Could Have It So Much Better With Franz Ferdinand by Franz Ferdinand
Top Five Most Played Songs:
1. At Least That's What You Said by Wilco
2. Don't Ever Fucking Question That by Atmosphere
3. Can't Stand It by Wilco
4. Red-Eyed and Blue by Wilco
5. Theologians by Wilco
First song that comes up on Shuffle: The Message by Dr. Dre
Search the following and state how many songs come up:
Death: 28
Life: 29
Love: 96
Hate: 3
You: 199
Sex: 6 |
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| she can bite her bottom lip all she wants |
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| 09:43pm 26/04/2006 |
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mood:  pensive music: The Woman with the Tattooed Hands- Atmosphere
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today i sat on the trampoline in the waning light, wondering out loud. husayn and i brought out a mass of blankets and we sat there, each with a couple, just talking. talking about life, talking about past, present, future. talking about dreams, from new ones, to ones that have been discarded many years ago. it's funny like that. no one's really real until you sit down, and listen to what they have to say.
and that's why i know who i can really be someone with.
who i can be myself around.
and i'm scared for my future. i've fucked around for far too long, and i have to change that. but even saying it here, doesn't mean anything. i wallow in regret, for the grades i should have gotten, sports i should have kept playing, instruments i should have practiced. all my life i've just let things go, just let them drop to the ground, and i really can't do that anymore.
but i can't trust myself to follow those instructions.
but it's nice to have people to come sit on the trampoline with me, wrapped in our separate sarcophoguses, enjoying each other's company and friendship.
but so many things seem to be falling apart,
i'm falling apart.
it's scary.
it really is. |
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| there's no way she'll allow you to live |
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| 11:03pm 15/04/2006 |
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mood: tired music: Summer Song- Atmosphere
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it's vacation, which is nice. i haven't really been doing a lot. tomorrow morning at 5 am i'm getting up to run with Toby a bit. we did it yesterday morning, it's pretty tough but good. hopefully i'll be in shape. my only big plans this vacation are WILCO ON WEDNESDAY :D, and the red sox on thursday! otherwise, jstack and i are supposta go to NH, but that remains to be seen. i hope i will, i miss that kid. i need to read the last 4 history chapters, and do all my ap english work. besides that, i'm free. ideas?
ps.
atmosphere and jedi mind tricks are fucking astounding. as is kanye. you're missing out. |
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